The Relationship Meter

Imagine you have a meter to measure how you feel about your current relationship.

-5 = Into the mud scum queen!

+5 = Marital Bliss

I’m wavering at -2 right now.  We had a good date Monday.  As good as I could have imagined.

Short make-out session at the end of the date.  She doesn’t seem to be into me like I expect.  Probably all in my head.

I woke Tuesday thinking:  “is this all there is?”

I am a rat bastard.

I’ve tried living this week back with the idea of staying married and keeping the pass.  Not convinced.

This is beyond even the intimacy now.  She has come back around and is as intimate as I think she can be.  My issue is that it is not enough.

Tonight we watch TV.  Hold hands. Snuggle on the couch. Talk. Listen to each other.

Still Trying.

2 Comments Add yours

  1. At least you’re trying.


    1. uehobbyist says:

      We are trying. Actually I reading your blog, I feel like our stuff is trivial. A long term marriage takes on a life of its own. I would like to see both of us move on and be friends. We still love each other, but want different things in life now.

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